Been a walking zombie for the past 4 weeks. Forcing yourself to study all the lessons you’ve had in MA classes for the past 7 years is not easy as it seems. Though we have slides to review, trying to recall what the instructor’s point was with his bullets is still hard. I must admit taking the Compre is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I’m not even sure if I’ll pass those tests I’ve taken but I’m still hoping. I want to apologize to those people and things I have neglected in the 4 weeks that I have been reviewing. To Sofi who have to bear all my init ng ulo and lack of time. To Dudi, who have to do the motherly stuff like storytelling, washing the dishes, tending Sofi. To my staff, who have to do the decision making on their own. To my friends, who have to wait til I’m compre-free. To my body, who had to sleep a little. To my brain, who almost had an internal hemorrhage, who had an info-overload moment.
This sounds like a thank you message written inside a thesis paper. I wish I’m on that stage, but I know I still have to wait and I’m willing to do it. For now, I’m back to regular programming.
